Running to stand still

Every time I've thought about updating my blog in the last two weeks, it just seems overwhelming and so I go do something else instead. I don't know if it's the onset of mild ADD thanks to the sticky hot New York days or just that so much is going on, I can't get my head around it. I feel like time is flying by and I'm constantly going... family stuff, things ending, things beginning, work, classes, people in town, people out of town.. sometimes, I want to push pause, take a breath and stop my head from swimming. But running full tilt keeps my mind off things.

Fourth of July in a week and a half and still no solid plans.

I want to lie back today and read a book. I think I might just do that.